I live in a very conservative area so I don’t have a single friend who supports trans people. They have bullied a trans girl in front of me both online and offline. Neither are my parents accepting of trans people. However would doing this in an online setting be similar?

Considering it is India that would be very hard to find not to mention costly. Also, I know with 90% surety I am not cis. The question is between the rest of the stuff, what am I? how do I find that out?

I am sorry, I never meant to do NB erasure. I am just very confused and even though I read NB or gender fluid accounts, they don’t match up as close as trans stuff. Also can you tell me more abou the safe online spaces, I only found social media like reddit as far as I could find.

But I don’t feel ‘trans’. Is there a way for me to be ‘trans’/‘woman’ so that I can know for sure whether or not I am one. Sorry I don’t know a lot about this.

Thanks for reply. This is actually very close to my problem, sometimes I feel as if I want to be a woman while other times I am indifferent to my gender. My issue is how do I explore this more. Is there a checklist, self assessment or anything similar for confirming this. I can’t afford therapy, not only is it costly but it would leave a black mark in my resume (Indians are still working towards being accepting of trans people) and there are not a lot of therapist that specialize in this, I think. I can’t try something like crossdressing either because I don’t want my parents to know.